For the last week or two I have been having a really hard time motivating myself. I took today off of work to have a mental health day that I feel I really needed. I laid in bed until about 11:30, skipped the appointment to talk to someone that I set up, and have not done anything since I have been up. I need to fold my clothes ( which I usually do right out of the dryer to prevent wrinkles), I have to pay some bills, I have to make a budget and figure out our financial situation a bit more, and I am dreading going to pick up my car.
In my head I just want to take a vacation, but it doesn’t seem like I am going to get the time I need, or even feel good if I do get the time to spend with the werewolf. I can’t keep doing this ‘Nothing is wrong act’ I need some time to think.
It wasn't a threat. It was an offer. I would have blacked out names and email addresses. We aren't going to agree. I tried to be civil. But there were things that concerned me. I chose not to send someone's private and personal information to someone who cause me to have concerns. Now, I'll fully admit this next point is petty, but you swore you had no idea who ran Tumblr Chums, but they already know I "hassled you." That's a pretty good response time for a stranger.
First of all that is a stupid excuse of how you would keep the information private as everyone now knows I have a problem with you, and would have known it was between you and I. I do not want my personal life being judged on a blog because of your pettiness.
Second. What concerns did you have about ME!? You had TWO question for me and that was did I connect with my buddy and about the tumblr chums! Your main concern was with my sister NOT myself.
Third. It was a fast response time because I put a message in their ask box and I actually TRIED TO CONTACT THEM via e-mail to ask them to contact you so that you would leave me alone, I contacted them earlier because of the e-mail you sent me because I was offended at how much you believed it was me, even though another person asked my involvement and I said the same thing NO! and I would tell you who they were if I knew BUT I DONT! See what happens when you talk to the right people, you get answers!? Have you even tried to contact them yourself?
Now this is enough, you need to act like a an adult and collect yourself and stop this. You already said that I was not going to be allowed a buddy, I am allowed to post that I will not have a buddy over what I believe is stupid stuff on my blog because again it is MY blog, Now LEAVE me alone and stop HARASSING me. You can try to make your self look good and justify it all you want somewhere else, I am going to continue to believe that the TWO questions you had for ME were answered and there was no concern, and that i would be a good buddy and was a good buddy.
That's not a completely accurate representation of my reasoning. There were several concerns. Tumblr Chums was the last reason I listed, and while it factored in, it was by no means the biggest. I was going to let this die and not bring it up, but If you are determined to make this an issue and assert that I victimized you, I would be happy to post the email for everyone to see so they can make their own judgement. I still stand by wanting to protect my members when I don't feel comfortable.
That would be making my information public and I hope you understand that if you do that ( which you have said you would never reveal private information, but now you are saying you will) you will face the consequences of those actions. I do not feel the need to explain again the circumstances of the fact that my sister and i have the same first name. And that most of the questions were towards her, and not myself but instead you decided that you were not going to let either of us join based on an assumption that you made even thought I answered your question and i do not feel it was in a rude manner, however i did feel upset when you addressed my sister and I at the same time even though we are two completely different people. Your asking questions about our personal life because you do not understand something, and even though I have told you ( notice i do not say we because i do not also speak for my sister) have decided I am not “buddy” material.
That is what i think is bullshit, and I will talk about it and say whatever i want about it on my blog because thats exactly what it is MY blog.
Yep. Pretty much. She had ask a few questions and even though I told her an I even answered a question on here about it way before that I have nothing to do with it. She said she won’t let me join. I think it is so ridiculous, and sucks, but I will not keep explaining myself over stupid assumsuptions.
So I won’t be allowed to be a Tumblr Buddy this year because apparently I answered her questions about my sister and the question she had about tumblr chums obnoxiously. I wasn’t mad before but now I think it is a little silly that i won’t be partnered up because I apparently have a second life running a website that I already said I have no part of. Silly me. What a fucking joke.
I have a handful of messages sitting in my inbox where persons asked what I do to stay focused, find inspiration, and keep on top of things when I’m at home/self employed. This is by no means an exhaustive list but here’s some tricks I try to use and mindsets I try to have when…