March 2009
So Here is the deal.
My agenda for the rest of the night and tomarrow sucks really BAD.
So to make it seem less awful, i decided to plan it out.
TONIGHT:
Bring in the stuff out of my car.
make some CDs.
Take a Shower.
Straighten hair.
Call Sara.
Write in journal.
Go To sleep at a decent time.
TOMARROW [ Monday the 23rd.] A.k.a My sisters 21st.
Wake up earlier then normal.
Call/Text sister and wish her...
Well.
I have to wake up early.
Off to bed. Goodnight all. :]
I need. Want. Have to have.
The perks of being a wallflower.. they dont have it at my library.. and the book store is an hour away. fml.
carlovely:
working on a tumblr layout for someone. nothing like unleashing the dork in myself for the satisfaction of others.
Will you teach me how to make a layout…? or help me make one?
I would love to learn
Everything happens for a reason.
I believe this to an extent.
You will learn how to help yourself. It will break your heart, & it will make you strong.
It’s just people often hold onto something because they fear
nothing great could ever happen to them again.
T-Minus 8 days.
Ughh. Goodnight.
Going to sleep. Re-starting the count down. i hope this whole week flys by.. that would be nice. please.
I-Pod
I need new songs.
Any ideas anyone?
Everyone.
Happy saint patricks day!
I broke down and got a twitter.
http://twitter.com/SamFoSho
gilmoure:
gymnasticalcupcake:
I feel completly awful.
Maybe it was a good thing the boyfriend didnt come down. my hormones are going crazy right now. i dont know why, its not that time on the “month” or anything. or maybe its just me. but i feel really sad. Probley because i was exited he was comming down and everything and he didnt.
I feel trapt like i cannot get out. my room feels smaller...
I feel completly awful.
Maybe it was a good thing the boyfriend didnt come down. my hormones are going crazy right now. i dont know why, its not that time on the “month” or anything. or maybe its just me. but i feel really sad. Probley because i was exited he was comming down and everything and he didnt.
I feel trapt like i cannot get out. my room feels smaller then it ever did. i...
Sleep quiet, lock the doors, and stay the night. Bomb shells and broken hearts fall far from sight, lights flashing far above me as I lay. I never thought my life would end this way.
First off, let me just say, thank you. For the last couple of months I have been adrift in a sea of puppy dogs, lollipops, and lets face it, mediocre metaphors. Luckily, you people were kind enough to piss all over learning a procedure that could determine whether some poor sucker lives or dies, and that reminded me of something that I wanted to remind you of. Because, you see, I am accountable. I...
“Hey, priorities in life man.
One: be there when someone you love comes back from the brink of death.
Two: Catch the serial killer. Everything after that is basically unimportant.”
“Listen, all right? There are crimes of passion, all right, crimes committed out of desperation, which are usually followed by remorse or acknowledgment of human failing. The key word here is human.” —“The reasons for killing someone are unimportant, the life that’s taken is all that matters.”
Dear Love.
You listen to me. I’ve been alive a bit longer than you. And dead a lot longer than that. I’ve seen things you couldn’t imagine. And done things I prefer you didn’t. Don’t exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn’t exactly rush in the direction of my brain. So I make a lot of mistakes. A lot of wrong bloody calls. A...
“Character is who you are under pressure, not who you are when everything’s fine. We’re the good guys. We don’t- we don’t torture people.”
I’m a firm believer that sometimes it’s right do the wrong thing.
This is where I wanna be; Right here, with you, always.
You always deserve to be the most important person in somebody’s life. Anybodys, just somebodys. You deserve better then to be left alone in this cold world. You deserve to be loved.
So the Boyfriend is not comming down.. Apparently the hay fever he thought he had.. was not. and it ended up being Poisen ivey, he went to the hospital at 2 o’clock in the am and didnt get out until 8 am.
He couldnt see out of his right eye and his left eye was not far behind. so there was no way he could drive down when he cannot see.
So we are planning everything for next week. but...
Things To Do Today:
- Wash Douffle Bag
- Do laundry
- Put air in tires
- Go to P&C
- Work Out. [ Arms and Legs.]
- Shower
-Brush Teeth
- Straighten Hair
- Cut bangs?
- Brush Teeth
Try to go to sleep so that you can wake up before he gets here and fail but end up only getting 2 hours of sleep and looking horrible even though you are trying to look your best.. all because you couldnt get to sleep and when you did...
I dont.
Feel good. I better not be getting sick, and i better feel better by monday.
I want to go swimming. Really bad.
(via finitewisdom)
I feel the same. COME ON SUMMER.
The boyfriend is comming down on monday.. Im not feeling to good. IF i get sick i am going to be super PISSED.
Im not kidding. We have alot of driving to do. and i dont like social situations as it is.. if i get sick i am more prone to panicing.
Stupid panic attacks..
COME ON AMMUNE SYSTEM!
one. “Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.”
two. “Be kind to unkind people - they need it the most”
three. There will always be those awkward times when we look at each other and remember how things used to be.
four. Now I realize I don’t mean anything to you. I’ve got to remind myself I’m the last...
the best things in life come from surprise. nothing planned. nothing set. just completely random and amazing.
I used to be your biggest fan, and then I saw you in a doorway. For a moment you looked tender and I know that I could never ever touch you because you might touch back. Oh yes, you might, oh you might touch back. Well I made a mistake, well I made two. One for me and one for you. And then I knew that I would measure everybody against you. Yes, I would measure everybody against you. Well I used to...
“It was the sound of all the expectations that I had built up slowly coming to rest at my feet.”
Our love has lead us astray.
With no intentions was this for you nor directed...
I feel like such an asshole.
I was the one that started the fight and everything.. but i like absolutly am un wiling to compromise. it wasnt my fault how it ended i meant for it to go better it just didnt. so there fore.. i guess you get what you give.. even though its been done to me a million times and i have never done it back.. i guess this is the one time i give it back..
I hope it fucking burns.
All this crap.. is getting to me. this is bullshit. complete and utter bullshit.
I hate bad grammer.. Yes i make spelling mistakes.. but some of the mistakes i have seen latley… ITS LIKE COME ON..
HERE IS THE DIFFERNCE DUMBASS.
FEEL = emotion.
FELL= when you trip (past tense)
DONT WRITE ME AND SAY.
“I feel in the shower today”
I will reply with “NO NO YOU FELL IN THE SHOWER..”
Maybe its just me or i am just having a crazy bad day.. but that...
carlovely:
attack attack! - i kissed a girl (katy...
I realize when something has gone wrong.
dontstandsoclosetome:
casimms:
Because everything ends up in something like a slow motion, odd as it sounds.
And you try to stop it or fix it somehow and its like everything is out of your grasp.
