February 2009
Today, I was stepping out of the shower while home alone. I heard voices coming from the living room. I grabbed a bat to defend my self and ran into the living room. I slipped on my tile floor and smashed my TV with the bat. No one was in my house but I left my radio turned on. FML
-bahaha i did th same thing alone at my dads… but i didnt break the t.v, just sprained my ankle.
Today.
I officially have 2 stalkers and its really creepy.
The one has my fucking cell phone number and wont stop texting me and calling me. I called verizon to ask them what they could do, like block that number so it cant call me or text me anymore. or shut his phone off for harrassing me.. and you know what they told me They cant do anything.. BUT they can change my number.. I have had my number for...
So how are you supposivley doing all this work… when its raining…
There are moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you’re gonna be. Sometimes they’re little, subtle moments. Sometimes they’re not. I’ll show you what I mean.
So i am thinking about putting my lip ring back in.. but i dont know whether to use a hoop or a stud.. or if it would even look good anymore..
I used to be rebellious… so there is a story behind the lip ring. If you want to know it i would adore telling it.
She felt as if a little part of her died. That initial anger she felt had turned to sadness, and now it had become something else, almost a dullness of sorts. Even though she was constantly in motion,it seemed as if nothing special ever happened to her anymore. Each day seemed exactly like the last, and she had trouble differentiating among them. One time, she sat at her desk trying to remember...
"how glorious is it is--and also how painful--to...
i don’t have a fear of commitment; i have a fear of abandonment. we all screw things up. i screw things up, especially with the people i love. i get needy, i get moody, i get distant, i want to be too close. i get confused, i don’t understand all of it. but i keep pushing because i hope in this thing, the universe. there’s no way i’m the only person out there who wants it...
“when people say, ‘oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too.’ fuck off. what good is a goddamn cake you can’t eat? what should i eat, someone else’s cake instead?”
When your boyfriend calls you and leaves you really stupid voicemails.. like “hi this is scott from the video store, we see you still have the movie “insert porn name here” and we just wanted to let you know.. blah bla blah.” is that supposed to be cute..
Like the first time it was okay.. and i just called him a douche bag. but i dont think he is taking anything seriouse...
The Misadventures of Flapjack is the trippiest...
growingup:
(via nordicseamonkeys)
when i said that you were dead to me, i wanted it to be true. cause right now it wouldn’t hurt as much for you to be dead.
get mad, then get over it.
Tumblr.
You so lonley at night, and the day will come tomarrow and i will want to sleep it away.
the only time i feel fine is in the middle of the night when i cant get ahold of anyone. i am all by myself and i am semi okay with that.. tonight is an alright night. i just wish my life was going a little differnt. a little better. i wish i could smile whilst being alone and mean it like i used to.
things...
“The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset...”
– Lost in Translation (via littlemiss)
“Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful...”
– King Whitney Jr. (via littlemiss)
“Everything worth saying has its own particular way, its own inevitable way, of...”
– Robert Frost (via littlemiss)
“Learn how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without...”
– Pamela Redmond Satran (via quote-book)
A cynical young person is almost the saddest sight to see because it means that he or she has gone from knowing nothing to believing in nothing. — Maya Angelou (via littlemiss) (via thresca)
Can anyone find me someone to love.
My life. Is something unexplainable.
Im stuck. in a spot that i dont want to be.
I have no support system.
I feel like if i was to accidently crash my car, i would be fine with it.
Now you know why i dont want to drive.
Im sorry for bringing anyone down.
kari-shma:
brokenmachine:
Frou Frou - Let Go
...
you’re bored of cheering me up. bored of calming me down. bored of drying my eyes. but there once was a time when you were the one. you were the blue of the sky, you came after the storm. you were the switch on the wall, in the dark of the hall, i’m still fumbling for.
well, i guess it’s typical to cling to memories you’ll never get back again. and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago, or a friend that you used to know, and there below his frozen face where you wrote the name and that ancient date, that ancient date, and you can’t believe he’s really gone. when all that’s left is a fucking song.
i’m sorry about the phone call and needing you. some decisions you don’t make. i guess it’s just like breathing but not wanting to. there are some things you can’t fake.
these bones are mere accessories.
stop being frightened. you only see a monster because they want you to see monsters everywhere. they’ve conditioned you to look for monsters in every shadow, every coat hung on every door. as long as we keep seeing monsters, we’ll continue to need protection and that’s how other people get to control our lives.
in the desert sun i watched my nerves come undone. one by one my strings they tangled into knots. and ever since that day, deep in santa fe i’ve learned to hate myself for giving everything away.
please just don’t give up on me. because underneath all my mistakes, imperfections, and disappointments, i’m just a simple girl who really does love you, and i’m sorry if sometimes i’m just a little too shy to show it.
just because he loves you too, he wouldn’t ever take a bullet for you. don’t believe a word he says. he wouldn’t ever cut his heart out for you.
as soon as you start to have romantic feelings for someone, you’re fucked. you and this person are going to hurt one another. even if you are together for the rest of your life. you’re going to feel indescribable pain. when you’re in, no matter how deep, you’re in.
if you repeat chapters then the ending will never...
There are moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you’re gonna be. Sometimes they’re little, subtle moments. Sometimes they’re not. I’ll show you what I mean.
“I’m at crossroads but every track leads to the trap of selling my life short.”
And you know for the first time, for the very first time, that there will now be a before and an after, a was and a will be.And that you will never again quite be the same person you were.
A ‘No’ uttered from deepest conviction is better and greater than a ‘Yes’ merely uttered to please, or what is worse, to avoid trouble.
Meaning behind the rainbow flag
johncody:
Originally created with eight colors, pink and turquoise were removed for production purposes and as of 2008, it consists of six colored stripes, which should always be displayed with red on top or to left. Aside from the obvious symbolism of a mixed LGBT community, the colors were designed to symbolize: red (life), orange (healing), yellow (sunlight), green (nature), blue (harmony), and...
