I will see you when you get down here and I will talk to you again soon.
I didnt wake up when i was hopeing too. i ended up just falling right back to sleep, then sleeping until like fricken noon. i will have to wake up tomarrow bright and freaken early. i have to go to work tomorrow and have a convo with the boss. i am not as nervous as i thought i would be. it is actually kind of funny. i have been an emotional paniced wreck for the last two weeks and when i awoke this morning, i felt fine. just like that.. just woke up and felt fine. i drank some of that nasty stuff to make my stomach feel better, Gah. Nasty Crap. i did okay though. I feel alright, maybe it’s what that woman said, about how you cant let it control you, you have to just think for yourself and no one else, and dont let it control your life. i dont want to end up like everyone else. i was on that thing yesterday and i was reading all the complaining and bitching and everything and i was like crap. I really hope i dont end up like that. i really dont want to end up like that. I ended up fighting with them again, one of the biggest ones we have had so far. wont call me or talk to me or anthing. It’s like my world is shattering, more than trying to put it all back together, I am just standing under the rain of shattering glass.
"Just have a good day."
- Yeah, Easy for you to say fuck face. You feel no fucking remorse.